As I was looking outside my dad's car window. Watching cars pass by, suddenly brought back unforgettable memories of us.
And I was day dreaming again : "The times we hung out with each other, the times we talked all night.. We spent almost every single minute doing things together. Each thought, each feeling was making me to wonder why it turned out like this. 'Was it my fault? Was it your fault? What did I do? What did you do?..' Seems like the word 'faith' didn't exactly work out between the both of us. Watching you hang out with your other friends make me remember the time we were still friends. To know that I can be with you always, but some how things didn't turn out the way it was suppose to be. Knowing the phrase that we all use : 'Friends Forever'. I seriously took those words for granted. "Forever? Pfft! Yeah right. Take a look at where we are today. It's just bull.." And the word 'promise' is a BIG word. Let me define that word for you : 'A ground or basis of expectation.' Does it make any sense to you? Well, I guess not. 'Cause you broke your promise. Well, I'm not blaming you. But what happened to the faith and promise? Where did it all go? Did it all go away just because....?..
"The day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.." Those words from the radio caught my attention. And reality appeared to be so surreal.. I looked out of the car window, and we're home. I uttered under my breathe : "Welcome back to existance Steph." Well, I've gotta face it some day that it's a fact. I can't be holding on to these memories forever. It might bring more agony. But you know what, put all your problems to PRAYER! You'll see how His mighty hand can work things out for you. (:
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